Sunday, October 17, 2010

ramblings of the AM

you cant write about heartbreak, if you've had no heartbreak.


i often find myself forgetting things the moment i think about them.
Its like waking up in the middle of the night and having a strange yet totally awesome poetic madness in your head. and you want to write it down. but you cant move. you cant pick up a pen and explain what's going on in your head. cause its like the moment the wave crashes upon the shore, you forget every inspiring thing that you thought. And get back to reality.

I guess what im trying to say is that im forgetful. or not. And i feel like i might one day like to take a drug to find out. not a medicine-get-well kinda drug. Heroine or some of that. I wonder why its so bad if it has a hero in its name. Or.... i could just not eat and not sleep. and see how far i  can get with that. writing. i mean.

PS- I hate it when/if people call me friend. not a friend. Friend. with a capital F.

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